okay, not fine
I’m getting tired of this always-depressed aura I’m having. It’s been going on for so long. As of today, life isn’t turning out the way I planned or imagined it.
Everything is messed up. Family, work, relationships.
I feel like I’m not where I’m supposed to be. This isn’t rock bottom. I have a roof above my head. I eat more than three times a day. But I’m not happy.
My heart and mind are not in the right place. My body feels heavy. My soul is unhappy.